#MH370, SPEKULASI, DRAMA & MALAYSIA

Assalamualaikum W.R.T

Seminggu sudah berlalu. Bermacam khabar, spekulasi, cerita bohong, analisa fakta dan sebagainya sudah penat kita dengar, baca dan lihat. Pelbagai agenda dan teori diulas dan dicuba hubungkaitkan dengan misteri kehilangan MH370. Dari, terhempas ke bomoh teropong ke disahkan dihijacked, saya rasa semua sudah penat. Ya. mungkin tidak semua yang jemu dengan berita-berita ini tetapi bagi saya, hati kecil ini terasa penat dengan segala macam pembohongan yang cuba disampaikan oleh pihak-pihak yang saya sendiri tidak pasti. Tipu jika saya berkata saya sudah malas untuk mengambil tahu isu ini tetapi saya tetap tidak pernah putus mencari sebarang update. Untuk apa? kerna Saya RISAU. Saya bukan ingin berlagak prihatin tetapi itu hakikat. Saya risau akan apa yang terjadi sekarang. Saya sayang negara saya ini. Saya sayang. titik.

Sepanjang keterujaan mencari segala maklumat mengenai misteri ini, banyak cerita bodoh yang saya anggap dibuat oleh individu yang tak mempunyai kepentingan dalam isu ini.

Tidak bolehkah kita sebagai rakyat Malaysia yang diberi nikmat oleh Allah mendiami bumi bertuah Malaysia ini untuk bersatu? Paling tidak jangan berkata apa, jangan share apa, jangan menokok tambah apa pun kalau kita tidak pasti dengan apa yang kita akan kata, share, tokok tambahkan itu. Dan jangan jadi orang yang mengutuk, menghina meng-bashing kerja dan effort pasukan penyelamat dan those people yang involved dalam kehilangan ini. Sebab kau takda kat situ menolong. Kau tak tolong apa. Lainlah yes. Memang kau yang bersusah payah mencari pesawat yang hilang ni.

Ya. Saya marah.

Tolonglah. Walau bukan ahli keluarga kita yang terlibat, walau bukan hal kita, paling tidak walaupun kita ini blogger yang excited nak mati nak update cerita untuk orang ramai singgah blog kita, boleh tak tolong jangan sebarkan cerita yang tidak pasti kesahihannya?

Boleh?

Sebab apa saya berkata begini?

Saya tidak mahu orang yang serba percaya yang mudah percaya berasa apa yang mereka baca itu benar. Tidak semua orang bijak seperti kita untuk menilai. Ehh, kita pun belum tentu bijak.

Apa yang terjadi ini ada hikmahnya. Tidak salah berdoa dan terus berdoa kepada Allah S.W.T untuk pengakhiran yang terbaik. Dia adalah sebenar-benar tempat untuk kita mengadu dan memohon. Dia Maha Mengetahui.

Semoga ada yang terbaik untuk Malaysia, untuk MH370 dan untuk kita sebagai hamba Allah.

Please stop spreading news bodoh, tidak sahih dan auta. Keep your prayers Malaysian. Together we unite

Doa adalah senjata terbaik orang Islam

Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
Right now there's a war between the vanities
But all I see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home

*Come Home- One Republic

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Muara Hati

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lama rasanya tak update post berlagu. hehee

mesti korang semua tahu pasal lagu ni kan?

kan sekarang tengah wabak drama Adam Hawa kat Mustika HD tu, so ini dia punya OST.

hmmm.. taktahu kenapa lagu ni bila dengar je rasa nak nangis.

nak kata jalan cerita Adam Hawa tu sama dengan life zea, emm emm memang takdelah kot.

tapi dia macam boleh tetibe rasa nak sebak.

T___T

hahaha

nak cakap tu je.

kbye!

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birdy.

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currently addicted to this song

p/s: sangat cool the way she sing the song.

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on favorite pemuzik.currently

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hye peoples! how are you? me? fine as usual =)

ok. today i really want talk about YUNA. haha. weird meh?

teehee.. act. last nite kan ada AJL 26. and ada YUNA! (hahaha.. tetibe rase nak sebut banyak kali. gedik~)

sincerely, i am totally into YUNA's music now. from penakut,come as you are and the latest is terukir di bintang.

for those yang tak berapa nak kenal YUNA ni, here are some of her photos. 

sewaktu awal kemunculan Yuna

nahh. sekarang Yuna sangat versatile and stylo gila. zea sangat suka dengan sense of fashion yang Yuna stylekan. walaupun niat dihati nak buat Yuna ni fashion model, tapi zea sedia maklum yang Yuna ni kurus tinggi so memang taklah kalau nak ikot gaya dia. zea kan comel-comel (perasan!), renek-renek sikit. hhaaha. 

cer korang sume tengok profile lookbook Yuna. antaranya: 

                      

                      

sangat ohhsem kan? ok. nak cakap ni... untunglah orang kurus~~ hahaha.

ok. berbalik kepada muzik Yuna, rasenya semua orang da sedia maklum. diawal kemunculan Yuna dengan lagu Dan Sebenarnye tu, dia ada kata dia taknak digelar sebagai artis tetapi lebih sedap if panggil dia pemuzik. hehe.. memang betul la kan. sebab Yuna ni memang dikenali dengan lagu-lagu dia. and zea rase mostly lagu dia Zea suka. <3 hehe

yang paling suka ialah: 

Come As You Are. asal: Nirvana

Penakut. walau x menang AJL, tetap menang ditelinga zea.hehe

Deeper Conversation. lagu lama tapi x jemu dengar

Ku Katakan Dengan Indah. asal: Peterpan

Dan Sebenarnya. lagu feveret anak buah zea umur 3 tahun

Cinta Sempurna.  ok. sumpah ni seriously sedap.

and

yang paling latest lekat kat telinga ni =)

Terukir dibintang. video clip dia pon ohhsem!

teehee.. ok sebenarnye banyak lagi ni. tapi nanti lambat pulak nak loading page zea kang. hehhe. so here is my newest favorite singer, fashion icon and women.

hikhikhik..

dear Yuna, tolonglah maju terus dengan muzik anda. saya sangat sukakan and sangat sukakan and sangat teruja dengan muzik anda. (kalau boleh nak repeat lagi banyak). hehe. and saya tahu anda sedia maklum yang bila ada orang cerita pasal anda, keluarkan gambar-gambar anda, ada segelintit orang yang tak berapa nak bertamadun yang menghina, mencaci atau mengherdik anda, lagu anda, biarkan mereka. anda sememangnye tak susahkan hidup orang lain. tak suka, tutup radio. hehee

(dulu time kat UITM ingat dapatlah terserempak dengan Yuna ni, tapi tak pernah pon. harap-harap one day. and kalau korang nak tahu, Yuna ni pelajar jurusan undang-undang UITM and jugak anak tunggal mak ayah dia. and girlfriend Qi. hehehe . ok sejak bila jadi spy ni?)

I LOVE YUNA

p/s: i love you and you, Yuna.

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on jatuh cinta cintan

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teehee.. zea ade sedikit kemusykilan nak tanya korang ni, korang senang tangkap syokk x dengan lagu-lagu yang berunsur jiwang ni?

hehe.. bukan ape.. lately ni, zea senang sangat and tak tahulah kenapakan jadi macam tu.

macam asal ade bait-bait lirik dia "...jatuh cinta..." , mesti nak suka.

nanti bila sendiri ingat balek, sendiri rasa geli pulak.

hahaa

tapi takpelah nak buat macam mana. alang-alang boleh support local muzik jugak.

(cehh... alasan!)

ok. straight to the point, contoh lagunye ialah:

Bila aku jatuh cinta by Awi Rafael

&

Aku sudah jatuh cinta by Liyana Jasmay

ok. kalau korang sume perasan, tajuk dia saje da tulis aku jatuh cinta bagai. pelik ke tidak?

gugugugu. silalah bagi pelempang sikit kat zea ni.

macam la sehari dua jatuh cinta. hahaa

hello cik zea yang gemok gebuz, awok tu da 3 tahun dengan incik kesayangan awok. tak payah nak layan perasaan sangatlah. lallalala~

teehee =)

ohh.. 3 tahun sudah?

errr...err... rase macam baru semalam je zea kenal dengan incik kesayangan. ahhh!!! 

sudah.sudah.sudah.

sila setop.

nanti makin melalut zea ni.

haha

ok cer layan 2 lagu ni.. err walaupun lagu yang second tu x seronok sangat, tapi lirik dia sudah cukup bermakna =) *wink wink

p/s: incik kesayangan, saya akan sentiasa jatuhkan cinta saya pada awak. amek taw. jangan lepaskan.

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are the loneliness will stay with me

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wahh da 12.33 am and Zea bru nak menulis? what the? hee. xde la. Zea tgh mengedit gambar2 Zea dgn bestie Zea aritu. then cam da shiiookk sgt mengedit sampai la da xleh tido.  hee.. sambil tu dengar la lagu "THE LONELY" by Cristina Perri. korang tahu sape dia? alaa. yg nyanyi lagu "JAR OF HEART" tu. mustahil la kalau korang x taw sbb lagu tu cam meletop kot. lagu tu mmg sgt kaw-kaw seram dia. (hee..mulelah nak mengarut ni)

hmm..ape nak dok mengarut ni??

ehh, Zea da cuti SEM!! woooooohooooooo!! hahha..lambat lak nak bgtaw =) mesti korang yg tgh degree skrg pon da start cuti an. 4 bulan kot. mcm apetah nnt. (abezla hancuz program mari berkurus tu)

hmm. Zea act bercadang nak keje balek kat tempat keje Zea yg dulu, Manhattan Fish Market. hee..tp ade offer keje kat Gelato Fruity, kedai eskem. jadinye Zea sendiri xtaw nak keja yg mana 1 ni. sbb 2-2 gaji lumayan gak. hehehehe

Zea kn sedang dlm process nak kuruskan badan ni so kalo keje kat gelato, mmg x byk gerak la. just jual eskem. kalo kat manhattan, nak serve lagu, nak angkt sume mknn tu lgi, mmg byk bergerak. tp kalo ikot gaji, gelato bg lebih sket. so? nak amik yg mana ni.?

boleh bg idea?

nak letak jugak la lagu the lonely ni. korang dengar eh.

p/s: as free as single butterfly flying alone...

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extra love on June =) or maybe less

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I don’t wanna be the one to say goodbye
But I will, I will, I will
I don’t wanna sit on the pavement while you fly
But I will, I will, oh yes I will

‘Cause maybe in the future, you’re gonna come back
You’re gonna come back around
Maybe in the future you’re gonna come back
You’re gonna come back

Oh, the only way to really know is to really let it go
Maybe you’re gonna come back, you’re gonna come back
You’re gonna come back to me

I don’t wanna be the first to let it go
But I know, I know, I know
If you have the last hands that I want to hold
Then I know I’ve got to let them go

‘Cause maybe in the future you’re gonna come back
You’re gonna come back around
Maybe in the future you’re gonna come back
You’re gonna come back

Oh, the only way to really know is to really let it go
Maybe you’re gonna come back, you’re gonna come back
You’re gonna come back

I still feel you on the right side of the bed
And I still feel you in the blankets pulled over my head
But I’m gonna wash away, oh I’m gonna wash away
Everything till you come home to me

Maybe in the future you’re gonna come back
You’re gonna come back
In the future you’re gonna come back
You’re gonna come back

Maybe in the future you’re gonna come back
You’re gonna come back around
Maybe in the future you’re gonna come back
You’re gonna come back

Oh, the only way to really know is to really let it go
Maybe in the future you’re gonna come back
You’re gonna come back around
Maybe in the future you’re gonna come back
You’re gonna come back

Oh, the only way to really know is to really let it go
Maybe you’re gonna come back, you’re gonna come back
You’re gonna come back to me, you’re gonna come back to me
You’re gonna come back to me

I had something happen that has rocked my world yet again. It's pretty private, so I am not going to go into any details, but let's just say that if the disastrous exam result was a 9 on my hurt + oh-my-my radar, I will give what recently happened to me about a 7. I told myself that if I survived and heal up quickly, it only made me stronger to survive what happened recently. Ya Allah, thanks for everything. You give me something to and also give the way to solved it. I can't wait to let you all know what He blesses me with through another hurdle of hurt..

“life is what happens to you, while you are busy making other plans”

-John Lennon

p/s: Ingrid Michaelson -Maybe

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saya masih kecil

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hype hype! lama gila ok x update. ape jadah buat kat rumah pon xtaw la. hee..

hee..act, Zea supposely go for the LEADTRA 111 camp kat kolej but then tetibe dapat lak allergic mengada tuh. and seriously, its been the most sakit-ness allergic ever! hahaha.

dalam masa boring ni, Zea bukak la youtube tadi and jumped on this i-think-its-woww! song. nak dengar?

this is it.

' i was a Little Girl '

I was a little girl
Alone in my little world
Who dreamed of a little home for me
I played pretend between the trees
And fed my houseguests bark and leaves
And laughed in my pretty bed of green

I had a dream
That I could fly
From the highest swing
I had a dream

Long walks in the dark
Through woods grown behind the park
I asked God who I’m supposed to be
The stars smiled down at me
God answered in silent reverie
I said a prayer and fell asleep

I had a dream
That I could fly
From the highest tree
I had a dream

Now I’m old and feeling gray
I don’t know what’s left to say
About this life I’m willing to leave
I lived it full, I lived it well
As many tales I live to tell
I’m ready now, I’m ready now
I’m ready now
To fly from the highest wing
I had a dream

p/s: dengar lagu ni. and renungkan <3

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this is what will happen in a relationship

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happy Sunday everyone! teeheehee... lamanye x update blog ni. sunyi sepi x berpenghuni. hmm.. its been a tough week for me as this week am so packed with the final exam and plus there is 'something' happened to me.. well.. biasalah kan hidup kat dunia ni yg serba serbi akan ada benda baru. ada yang datang ada yang pergi.

and semalam Zea ade tgk 1 video yg kawan Zea post kat facebook pasal 'stranger'.  ingat kan lagu ke ape ke tp act video tu cerita psal stages dlm relationship. starting with a stranger then become a person that we love too death till it slowly fade and nothing. you guys mesti wondering video ape? ok here i put on the video so korang bleh tgk and faham.

ok da tengok? hmm.. ape pendapat korang? betol ke x ape yg ada dlm video ni?

dalam perjalanan hidup yang x sampai beberapa ni...(haha.. da 20 kot!)  macam-macam kita akan lalui. untuk Zea sendiri, idop Zea ade turun naiknya yg kadang-kadang sampai drastik and macam what??!! hahaha. adelah dengan cemerlang dlm study, jumpe kawan-kawan yang sangat macam kawan (???) and jumpe someone yang disayangi =).
memang mcm tu la kan? remaja ni yg paling effect hidup dia pon, study,kawan, pakwe/makwe. tp ade orang, dorang bleh handle dengan baek when it come to these 3 thing (thing?hahah).
ade orang, sebab kawan, masalah gila hidop sampai bila gado, hah, mulalah nak tension, rase tersisih and etc..
ade orang, sebab study, mmg gila tension la kan kalo x mencapai ape yg diharapkan..
ade orang gak, sebab bercinta, tension dia, yaAllah, super gila effect dia. kalo gado, ade masalah, memang rase cam #$%^&^ kn? tapi bila bahagia, wahhh.... seronok gila! (kenapalah suke hyperbola perkataan gila?)
kalau tanye kat Zea, ape yg paling effect hidup Zea for sure study and hmm hmm.. haha.
sebab apa? sebab kalo study, Zea selalu ingatkan diri Zea ni adalah harapan mak ayah Zea. first thing first Zea x dapat tunaikan hajat dorang nak jadi soh Zea jd doktor so then sekarang, Zea kene tetaplah berusaha belajar bersungguh2 untuk tunjukkan kat mak ayah Zea yg Zea bleh berjaya walopun x jadi doktor =p haahha... so pressure kat study ni mmg lah x leh nak ckap ape kalo mcm da study tp result x gempaq mana an.. hahaa.. tp so far Alhamdulillah =)
and secondly ehmmm..ehemm. ni mmg effect berjuta-juta ahh. tapi malas la nak cakap mcm mana dia effect sebab kalo Zea, effect dia ni bleh berubah-ubah depends kat situation. teehehehee..
so korang pulak macam mana?

p/s: ahh. memang susah la kan kalo nak ade cerita macam fairy tale sume tu.

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you are million miles away

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hye korang! lama Zea x update blog sebab busy dengan kelas and minggu ni study week. arghh! next week da final. tp x study2 pon ni hah. hee.. 

act..Zea tengah bercelaru sangat sekarang. banyak benda nak kena pikir sampai Zea tak tahu mana nak pikir dulu. semuanya bercampur. so tadi bukak la youtube and Zea jumpe 1 video sangat relate dengan perasaan Zea sekarang. haha. mengada bukan? takpelah cakap la nak cakap ape tapi sini Zea letak sekali video and lirik tu so that korang akan faham. =)

A Million Miles Away - Rihanna

Here we lay face to face once again
Silence cuts like a knife as we pretend.
And I'm wondering who will be the first to say what we both know
We're just holding on to "could have been"s and we should be letting go.

It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight.
I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right.
And we both know that the story's ending,
We play the part but we're just pretending and I can't hide the tears
'cause even though you're here,
It feels like you're a million miles away.

Was it me, or was it you that broke away?
For what we were is like a season love is change
And every time I think about it, it tears me up inside.
Like the rivers of emotion but I got no more tears to cry.

We can try to talk it over but we walked that road before,
While our song is playing its last note,
We both know for sure that it's time to close that door.

p/s : apa patut Zea buat?

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MBLAQ itu super duper cute

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wee~ one more entry for today as today is my malang-ness day ever so i do feel like am gonna throw everything out of my brain. hahahah. ok, act i dont know why i should felt like this but instead keeping mumbling tension tension tension so i guess its better for me to keep on typing the keyboard. ok enough with that. lets continue with what MBLAQ!

owh my Gee, do you know who are they?

The five members include :

Seung Ho (Yang Seung Ho : Leader)

G.O (Jung Byung Hee : Main Vocalist),

Joon (Lee Chang Sun : Vocalist),

Thunder/Cheon Doong (Park Sang Hyun : Vocalist/Rapper),

 Mir (Bang Cheol Yong : Rapper)

this boyband is created by the super talented incik Rain yg berlakon drama FullHouse tu =)

Initially debuting as a group more focussed on dance and pop music, MBLAQ have since experimented with different genres.

Oh Yeah and Y were dance/pop tracks, My Dream, Last Luv and Rust are ballad tracks, Bang Bang Bang is rock/pop, Cry is an R&B track, and Stay is a track infused with hip-hop, electronic and rock.

With Rain being their mentor and major influence, he either wrote, composed, produced and/or choreographed a few tracks for MBLAQ, including Oh Yeah, G.O.O.D Luv, Y, Cry and Stay.

dorang ni memang tersangatlah comel lagi bersuara sedap.hee. sukee =p

and this 1 is Zea's favorite song ever.

p/s: owh. im so in love with their voice. hee =)

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in love with secret garden

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wee~~ rase seronok lak tgk orang lain seronok. hahhaa. ape mengarut petang2 ni? hee. act, boosan!

korang nak tanye ni, penah tgk cite Secret Garden x? yg Hyun Bin belakon tu. kalo belom please make sure you guys go and watch the drama ASAP! because i guarantee korang sume xkan menyesalll!! haha. semangat x? hehee. tp siyesly cite mmg best! lagi-lagi sbb ade Hyun Bin yg tersangatlah comel bersama 2 lesung pipitnye.hee. OST drama ni pon best and 1 bende yg korang mesti suke ialah ringtone utk message sia. hee. cute gila ok. =)

owh ni Zea letak 1 of the soundtrack drama ni and surely-lah si Hyun Bin <3 <3 <3 ..hee

p/s: drama ni tersangatlah sweet. dont miss to watch it okey =)

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perfect two

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hye hye! gud muhnink eberione. hee. arini Zea skip nutrition class. hohoo. byk lg ni TITAS report  to go. uhh~

hmm... apo nak buek ni haih? Zea act kangen bangat deh sama itu mr Romeo ----->

so utk menghappykn sket diri, Zea dgr lagu perfect two by Auburn. best wokk!

alaa. bkn best ape pon cume rase die comel and best laa lalallala. hehehe

lirik die camni:

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your side kick
You can be the tear
That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you 'cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause you're the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as were together

credit to lyricsmode

comel kan?hehhe

for mr Romeo, i do love you and thanks for your love. we have been together for 2 years and 2 months now and i know your love for me is growing up by each day.hahhaha. perasan sudehh~

you are the one who knew very well how to make me laughing like this, 

and make me feel like comel like this

sorry for unjulingness yg x menjadi. hahahhaha

p/s: coming home im coming home~~

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Muhasabah Cinta

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hye korang! apa khabar? ada baekkah? harap-harap baeklah hendaknye. Zea baru sampai kolej pagi td and mengantuk gila. da lah lepas tuh kene pegi kelas. owhh my my! erm, act, Zea tgh bertungkus lumus belajar adobe after effects ni. sbb die susah gila kot utk beginners mcm Zea ni. tp Insya-Allah, i'll try the best. 

dalam mencari media utk video Zea, Zea terjumpe satu video ni. act byk yg seangkatan dgnnya. tp Zea mmg tersentuh sgt dgn video ni. nak taw video ape? 

ni la videonye

dalam liriknya ada terselit:

Jika ku harus mati

Pertemukan Aku dengan-Mu

p/s: hayati dan renungkanlah

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